Only one more final!

So I guess that my first semester is almost over at college. I've learned a lot about myself. I've realized that it's better to deal with things instead of burrying them. Lying to yourself doesn't help anything. Listen to you gut cause its the holy spirit. If you have to argue with yourself you probably shouldn't do it. God will always be there for you, but you have to reach out. Don't worry, cause it only makes things worse. If you give everything your all an you give it 100% of your effort you can never be mad at yourself. Sometimes are prayers are answered years later or they are given a no. Learn from your regrets. NEVER EVER BE AFRAID TO SAY NO!!!! Your life goes better when God is your number one.

That's what I've learned in college so far. I know there is much more I could write. Maybe ill have to post another. Enjoy life its short. Have fun and love everyone!

My first college all nighter!

ok so it wasn't suppose to happen but I stayed up all night working on my english final. Crazy and I have an asl final today which I dont feel like i've studied enough. so good luck to myself. We will see waht happens. i think i did well on my english portfolio so hopefully. well ive got to go study and eat some breakfast.

I'm sick and I'm tired!

I hate being sick! I hate being tired! I want school to be over! Ok I feel much better now. I really coul use a nap right now maybe later. I have a huge test tomorrow and Thursday I guess we will see how that goes. Well, I guess I should go study. Only 10 more days until I'm back in Washingtom with all my homies! YEAH!!! I can't wait to see you all!

If life was easy!

If life was easy there would be no temptaions, no regrets, and no worries. I wouldn't feel bad about my past and I wouldn't want to go back and change it. If life was easy we would be in a world where all mothers loved their children like they should. All children would feel loved and not try to fill there hearts with bad things because of the lack of love they were given. If life was easy we wouldn't do anything bad so there would be no regrets. One wouldn't want to change what they have done. If life was easy friends would listen to friends even if it wasn't what they wanted to hear. If life was easy i wouldn't be worried about my friends and their choices. So God please walk especially close today, because I need you. Please calm my worries and help me to answer these questions in my heart. Fill me with you love today especially the hole where I should have my mother's love. Please take this guilt away and let me focus on what is important.

So Giddy!

So I should be stressed. I should be worried, but I'm not. I guess I figure God will take care of it all. I have this feeling inside of me that has been there since Kevin and I have been going out. Yes, if you don't know I'm no longer single. As of November 23rd. I feel so giddy and well I feel like I'm on top of the world.
I have a major test next week and a lot of studying to do. But I'm sure it will allget done and I'm not going to worry about it. So God I ask you to help cause I'm going to need it this next month.
Christmas is just around the corner. I can't wait. The lights, the decorations, the food, and friends. (except for Kevin. I'll miss you Babe!) If it wasn't for God sending his son we would all be screwed, so God I thank you for sending your son. I can't wait to go home and see everyone. I miss ferndale and custer. I love Christmas time cause everyone is always so happy and well tis the season to be jolly. It makes me smile. I love the cider and the hot chocalate. Yummm!!! Christmas cookies. Yess!!!! PIE!!!!!! If your feeling down, just turn to God and remember to count you blessings. I know that I have to many to count. One for everyone of my friends and the fact that I'm able to pay for college and am going. I just have to say Merry Christmas!!